Absence of Life

Had an excellent problem-based learning lecture/tutorial yesterday, diagnosed coeliac disease (correctly I might add).
That's been the tall of it. I'm thinking of going out and getting wasted tonight, proper wasted, paralytic. There's altogether not enough social interaction on this course >:
msn sucks, and randomly decides that it's not going to work on my computer sometimes.
I suggest we rebuild #PoX - Bigger, Faster, Stronger... HARDER! Who's with me!?
There is so little in this life, then it is gone. I know this, yet I hesitate and the past stretches further and the future seems a little shorter. Why is nature to be this way? How sad it is to realise that you are paralysed by fear. I guess my past history isn't great for inspiration and there's been alot of pain this summer, too much, unresolved, keeps me awake, haunts my days, takes my focus. No support, not of the kind that I require.
I should stop typing, it only ever makes me sad.

Apathy, why do you bend your will to me?

*Sigh* It's getting harder and harder to force myself to work...
I think it's because of the lack of sleep - I really need alot of sleep, and between that lazy-ass loud-mouthed greek and the iranian assholes downstairs (also loud of mouth) I've not been getting much of, what is to me, the ambrosia of the gods. In any case I've just woken up around an hour ago to the sound of greek on the phone, he knew I was sleeping and he didn't even shut the fucking living room door, fucking lazy, selfish asshole.
He's as thick as pig-shit aswell. So he can memorise information, doesn't matter, still a wannabe.
Anyway, it's just turned 2pm and I remember telling myself that's when I would attempt to start work in vain...
Meah, I've been reading t3h funni at Bash.org and now chatting on togistar. I wish we still had the irc days, there's just so much cool shit to be done, and glorious bots to be made to do stupid/cool things.
I'm on winamp looking for a plug in now...
Was looking at the army website earlier, 6 year min term of service and I'm not sure what the teaching structure is like there... So that's possibly been ruled out.

Anywho, here's a quiz: (I think someone got a little carried away writing this)

You scored as William Wallace. The great Scottish warrior William Wallace led his people against their English oppressors in a campaign that won independence for Scotland and immortalized him in the hearts of his countrymen. With his warrior's heart, tactician's mind, and poet's soul, Wallace was a brilliant leader. He just wanted to live a simple life on his farm, but he gave it up to help his country in its time of need. William Wallace 79% Neo, the "One" 75% Batman, the Dark Knight 71% Indiana Jones 71% Lara Croft 58% The Terminator 58% El Zorro 58% The Amazing Spider-Man 58% Maximus 50% James Bond, Agent 007 50% Captain Jack Sparrow 46% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com

I think I'd really better go work now...